distracted it remained in my mind it resembled ..Better Help Vision…she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me every once in a while however probably 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions which didn’t truly make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t understand it just was really unusual now better hope they they just make use of certified therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i just wanted to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they say you know like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i don’t know therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have truly you know in-depth discussion but um there existed were long times when i would say certain things and
she would react with something that was like super random or often she was you understand respond to what i stated or like i don’t know it just didn’t appear like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to submit like this questionnaire and they appoint you to somebody and so i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t really feel good to have to go through that process all over once again um however i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that said you in fact should be searching for somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your service provider so then i had to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that entire injury of filling it out again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient and so then i registered for a video for Better Help Vision
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the something that i really actually enjoyed about um better aid was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward speaking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the things that i seemed like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.